Paul...?

I'm leaving soon. My flight leaves tomorrow. I considered the way in which I could leave NY. I considered writing you, inviting you for drinks, and conversation. But I only knew that I would reach out to you by email, only once more. I tried looking for you on Craigslist. I tried luring you back into conversation with me. I even tried insulting you, I think. I tried to find another you, a replacement you. At the mere mention of my nipples the trolls came running. Someone warned me, replied to me, be careful of the attention you seek. And they were right. They are not you. And you are who I am looking for.